Showing posts with label All to Jesus I surrender.. Show all posts
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Wednesday, May 8, 2013

A contract

If only I knew that love is a contract...
This invisible line that requests for one's signature to be imprinted, after having tasted the sweetness of the trial period. Many would have just signed it without hesitation, without even seeing the terms and conditions of this so called contract.
Had I known that Love required so many conditions attached, would I still have chosen to love?

It's been difficult for this couple of days, where I felt isolated, lonely and upset at the thought of you only being able to whatsapp for 10-20 mins a day. I sigh at my hopelessness. I didn't know that when I entered into this relationship, this was one of the biggest conditions involved;that robbed me of my time, energy and even my lifestyle. Was this one of the terms that was stated in the contract? I now ponder upon whether I would have still knowingly stamped that contract.
Would I?
No doubt this has helped me grow a lot, and learnt to be independent. But when I first got into this relationship, nobody warned me of such a sacrifice and the foreboding of what lies ahead- Which is this.

In response to that answer, I spent one and a half days brooding on that and I was reminded that God loved me with or without a contract. No matter what I was, what I did, and how much I've let Him down, He still loved me. To God, there was no such thing as a love contact. To God, the love is, was and will forever be unconditional. And that is something I want to emulate and integrate into my life. Thanks for that revelation, God❤