Scars

It wasn't the first time that you hurt me by how you held me. Previously you grabbed my arm too tight, And I told you that it hurt before. Today, you pinched me real hard again, and it was swollen and red. Yes I cried. I couldn't help feeling hurt and I couldn't help feeling sad and angry that you physically was hurting me again. It's worse this time, because I'm leaving for 4 days tmr. And I only get to see you for 1.5hrs. I knew it was a very short time left, I wished that I could have just bury that incident quickly. But I couldn't, I just felt that I loved you so much, and questioned whether I was in an abusive relationship. I felt that IF I WAS YOUR MAN was so apt, that in the instance you should have done things that give me joy and love. But today, you didn't. I'm not over it. But I forgive you. Because God forgave me time and time again. I hope you'll control your actions and emotions in the future. Consider about how it would impact me